Sunday, May 31, 2009

I just feel like I need to share about this

This was my last Sunday before I leave sweet home Alabama for Ireland. I went to Oak Mountain Presbyterian Church with my friends today. I am always moved by the sermons at this church and today was another solid rock talk. You know that feeling when you're sitting in the audience and listening to someone speak and it feels like they're talking to you, feels like you've thought those exact same thoughts but have been to afraid to say it or just feel like they're reading your mind. Well I really felt Jesus speaking to me today through the sermon. I really felt it pertained to inner city Dublin a lot and increased my excitement even more. 

Pastor Bob Flayhart spoke with conviction about outreach and mission in the church. He talked about reaching out to the people everyone often forgets or are afraid to talk to about Jesus: the homeless, addicts and homosexuals.  

When we look around our churches where are these people? Have they not been reached out to? Where is the addict who lives his life for the drink or the drug; who can't get through the day without the hit. Most of the time when I look around I don't see these people. Are they so disgusting? Are they so horrible? Are they so much more worse than me? No. When I think of an addict I will always see my father's face, for which I can only cast love upon. I pray that someone is reaching out to him or there will come a day when I am strong enough to reach out to him. We should be looking for this in everyone, a family member or a loved one because after all they are someone's brother, sister, mother, father, daughter or son. 

Remember WWJD. I have to admit at one point I had one of those bracelets but I did not understand the fullness of what they meant. Let's think about the Gospel and what Jesus would do in this day and age that we live in... Jesus would not reject anyone. 
He pours His grace over us everyday. We are sinners saved by grace and that grace is only found in Christ

This is a clip from the show, Intervention. 
Just shows how addiction affects families, so next time we meet someone who may be drug user don't automatically be afraid or scared, share with them. 



Thursday, May 28, 2009

Getting Ready, Getting Prepared

I am getting ready to leave, preparing myself to leave home for several months. I don't know if I can ever fully prepare myself for heading out away from family and friends because of course I will miss them. Right now I am definitely going through withdrawal; every time I leave home for a long period of time my body/mind goes through the motions. I try to make sure I haven't forgotten anyone, tried to make sure I have visited with as many people as possible but I am sure somewhere down the line I have forgotten someone. 
I have had my suitcases out for weeks, slowly throwing things in them which I know I will need. Probably over thinking the packing as well. At times I just think to myself, "Why can't I just pack one small bag throw in a few clothing items and let the rest be history." Plenty of people do it, just pick up and go. What a freeing thing that is - to just leave with only the clothes on your back. Something I would love to accomplish one day, one day. 
I am so ready to be in Dublin. I know this summer will look very different from last summer but I have no doubts about it. I am excited, excited to see the possibilities of what is to come. This summer I will live in the church owned flat, nicknamed number 5, with Christy Rodriguez (she has previously interned at Abbey for almost 2 years) and Alex Peebles (a student at Auburn University). To be honest I don't know what to expect, I just know this summer will be a lot different. Knowing this does make me a little nervous, but I know through my nervousness God is calling on me to Trust him, something I constantly struggle and he constantly challenges me with. When I trust him, there is no reason for me to be afraid because he will take care of me, I am his daughter, you are his daughter or son! Previously we thought there would be a few more girls living in the flat but things changed and even though we will be short staffed I know we can get everything we need to accomplish completed! 

What the summer holds:
*Abbey Arts Festival
*Bible study with church members, we will be reading Blue Like Jazz
*Getting active in the community; we will be volunteering at local homeless shelters and youth clubs
*Opening the church up for visitors, called Open Abbey